Kian Ultan Andrew

Choked



Posted: Saturday, December 17, 2011

by Kian Ultan Andrew

Finding myself looking at a gorgeous creature, standing off to one side, I can find a million reasons not to take the first step of even talking to them directly. My mind races, all too often I walk away, having not spoken to them, never to see them again. Is that magic moment lost in time forever or was this meant to be? I hope for the latter, however, last night I still 'Choked'...

Words rendered upon a blank screen, paper made redundant

Feelings of a foolish man child, heart of a coward

Cannot talk in the bright light, awkward eyes darting

Stolen glances, moments of shyness, stuck

Is it fear? A silent unspoken warning?

 

Cold consciousness sounding logic and fact

Self confidence lacking, emotional vortex

Heaving languid resolve, cheating me

Losing ground, fingertips through smoke

Emotional misfit drowning in a world of sentiment

 

How is it possible?

Too sick to see…

Inevitable misfortune

That love is to me…
 
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Top-level comments on this article: (2 total)
» left by Jack H. Schick 159 days 19 hours ago.
99 fans.
Love yourself first, then all things will improve. Look to the Light Within for strength and guidance and Truth.
» left by Kian Ultan Andrew 159 days 17 hours ago.
12 fans.
Still working on that, thanks Jack!
» left by Marijo Phelps
159 days 3 hours ago.
143 fans.
Draw closer to your Lord - HE has a plan for you and a purpose.... eh? PRAY before your emotions get involved and hear what He is saying about potential friendships and relationships. The enemy would love to yank us around by our "feelings" and attractions - skipping the friendship foundation and majoring in "feelings". God, will give us the whole package. I know.... my marriage to Mick (the one God picked) is into its 26th year and we really are SO blessed, I cannot tell you!
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